GLAMOUROUS DEMEANOUR

Sunday, September 04, 2005 8:52 AM

DAMN!

working is kinda FUN. x) though its tired and all, but overall, its still ok. BUT MY FEET ARE SORE !

i feel depressed. VERY. someone tell me why. i cant figure these things by myself. im having a major HUGE headache and i feel pathetic. my life is.... URGH. i cant discribe it. -SCREAMS. im just a average Sally in this world. but so many things are happening and im clueless about it. i MAY seem happy. but deep inside. im tired, tired of this life, maybe tired of this world too. But im not that stupid to end my life myself. im just awaiting for this life to end. i hope its SOON. or perphaps for all these saddenings things to end. my world is so plain yet miserable. i know i dont have the energy to put up such a happy, easy-going front. but yet, i pushed myself, i forced myself, i drived myself, i encouraged myself. to do so. i dont know where this energy is coming from, but i know one day, i will run out of it. i need someone to appreciate me for who i am. im tired of acting and putting up such a brave look. i cant anymore. life is unfair, i know. some people are content with their life while some people are suffering in a state of misery, like me perphaps. pardon me for all these crap.

eugenia is a BIG MEANIE.lol. she keep tricking me for the past two days. yes, i know. im a big fat loser and retard to believe all her tricks. HAHA. i admit it.

ps: IM FADING OFF into my own world.